FUTURE IS HERE

Time to say ta-ta to 2009.

Every year, my new year resolutions would be about the same. It’s like I will have so many plans lined up for myself and to complete was my resolution. In hoping to become a better person each year was the main thing but thinking back, I don’t think I am any different from previous years. I still think or do things the same way and also believe in the same things. But atleast for this year, I found myself being less dependent and more serious in the things I do and also I know how to differenciate between what’s right or wrong and know how to make my own decisions. As for the year 2009, I wouldn’t  say that it has been a been such a shit year although shits truly happened but behind these shits, I found a new beginning to it. It helps me to become a stronger person and make choices that I think is best for me.  I want to be more independent. Stable financially, emotionally. I’ve always prayed for God to continue to guide me on the right path. And all that’s gonna change in 2010. I’m sick of thinking about what others might think of me and I don’t need to prove to anybody or do anything just to make anyone has favour of me. All I have to do now is set my priorities right and continue to work hard to achieve what I want. Some things that I need to change about myself is to be more grateful of what I have instead of just brooding over what I don’t. I want to get myself closer to God and also filter good friends from the bad ones because I don’t want to be treated like a tissue paper. I think it’s enough, I’m so tired of resolutions because they never worked on me so 2010 is going to be more simple and free. I’ll just leave it all up for God to decide.

In all, I would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year. Praying for 2010 to be a better year for me, my family, my friends and for everyone. May God bless us with good health, wealth and life. InsyaAllah.

IT’S THE YEAR END

It was the second time now that I followed Nadiah for her car practicals. And I’m more determined than ever now to get my license by next year. It’s one of my resolutions for 2010 by the way. We decided to walk around West Mall first to survey for my new phone and also to get some stuffs before heading for her practicals. And this time around, I had the best company ever by none other than Izzah. So there is not much of sitting alone at the bustop looking like one mad person who just lost her way. And oh, it was also the first time I sat at those convenient coffee shops located at the MRT stations. Anything for you Nad, to waiting at the bustop for 1 hour to sitting at those coffee shops. Haha! And I also realised somehow bustop doesn’t seems to be a bad place for catching up because me and Izzah could go on from one topic to another just by sitting there. Don’t know how but Izzah came up with an insane idea to go to either Town or Vivo and so we chose Town because it was more convenient for us to go back home. It was just the two of us since Nadiah had made plans to fetch Faris. And due to walking around with an empty stomach, it caused me to have a headache. In fact, this past fews weeks I tend to get headache often, not sure why though. Almost everything was on sale at Town and oh yes, so much for my wanting to stop spending. Bleargh! But I like what I bought because I got a discount at Cotton On since Coreen was working and me and Izzah got ourselves a matching top. Hee!

Alas, I get to finally meet my bestfriends at the last days of 2009

SI BUDAK KECIK

My not-so-little niece anymore, Shahira stayed over for two days and so Kak Zerah and me made plans to bring her out. Since Shahira wanted to catch ‘Princess & the frog’ so we settled on Orchard, Cineleisure to catch the movie and to our surprise, the movie was selling very fast and we were only left with the front seats. I believe I was more excited than Shahira. She complained that she was sleepy in the movie, haha! A few times, she will lie on my shoulder just like when we watched ‘Madagascar 2′. After the movies, we walked around Town for a while, snapped pictures and then waited for Kak Fiza and Fiq to fetch us home. We wanted to get ourselves some food and since it was already quite late so we thought McDonalds would be fine since it’s 24 hours. But in the van, Shahira was already sound asleep forgetting that it has already past her bedtime. When we woke her up, she was having this cranky moment and started crying a little and asked for her Ibu! I believed she was already sleepy and hungry when we were already inside the theatre. So pitiful la her, I guess us sisters can never look after small kids properly huh? Haha! Everything was back to normal when we got home. Kak Zerah bathed her and we ate our packed food from McDonalds together for a while. The next day, we went Vivo. Us sisters, bought some things for ourselves and bought stuffs not only for Shahira but also for Sabrina and Shabir. Terkopak okay duit kiteorang! I was so excited to bring Shahira to Disney Cafe but it was all in vain as the cafe has long closed in Singapore. Silly me for not checking up on it first. Ah, miss that naughty girl already. There’s no one for me to bully, annoy or make fun of. Haha! And oh, I’m having chicken pox right now, caught it from none other than that small girl. Realised she had chicken pox on the last day of her stay. Grrrr!

Miss you little princess <3

NEVER, EVER

Don’t know. Don’t care. Don’t bother. Those few words has so much meaning to it. Don’t come running back to me if shits ever happens again because I’ve advised you once and it didn’t get to your head. So, yeah. Good luck! And if you think this only refers to you, then you’re wrong.

GIVE THE NICE GUYS A CHANCE

Find..

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes, and say “I love you” and actually mean it.

 

So just where is this Someone?